Conversations with wan ting my wan ton (Scroll down for the photo fried wan ton you know you love me:)

livia <10 says:
ask me study only i tired
livia <10 says:
come online
livia <10 says:
damn awake
[35]...speech...out of the ordinary says:
hahahas
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same
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join the studying sian club
livia <10 says:
joined
livia <10 says:
since i was primary one
livia <10 says:
HAHAHA
livia <10 says:
thats why
livia <10 says:
i still in sec schol now
livia <10 says:
thats why i in na
livia <10 says:
lol
[35]...speech...out of the ordinary says:
i join earlier
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kindergarden
livia <10 says:
LOL
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i'm yr senior
livia <10 says:
huh
livia <10 says:
lol
[35]...speech...out of the ordinary says:
i admiring the photo
[35]...speech...out of the ordinary says:
very nice



Let you see again!!!!!! I am high. Cos I'm not studying.
I'm going bonkers. I'm laughing to myself.

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

You should have been present for today's chapel. It was about Forgiveness.

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Human Geog is killing me slowly. I'm super sleepy.
Venice is very hard.
And Chemistry is so,weird but I like it suddenly.
Hi lit, I have not touch you in a while and I dont know when I'm going to. I better soon or I'm gonna fail.
Gonna have this 4 subjects first, then about 1 and a half weeks break till the 2nd part of prelims - Killer papers: Physical Geog and Biology.

Kill my brain cells.

Did I not mention maths?
Maths sucks!!

4th death case in singapore.

Assembly will resume at the assembly area on monday?????????????????????
WTH then whats the point of social distancing in classrooms? Defeats the purpose doesn't it?
Can the government/Ministry of health get any more complacent?

Fine, I'm saying this just because I'm sad I cant be late like at least 5-10 mins anymore. I'll have to walk super fast to school when I hear the bell from the carpark near the science labs. Then feel exhausted when I reach school just in time for assembly. Sorry super unfit pardon me.

HOW? :(

Wonderwall - Oasis

I am happy so I'm going to blog.
I am happy for a very silly reason: I found my chem worksheet!
Mrs Raja said she'd be going thru next week and we have to get it done by next week
I was like what! She gave it really really long ago haha!
Many chem worksheets to do. She's going thru them everyweek so no choice do lor :(
Chem-is-try hahaha. Try but fail = nevermind BECOS AT LEAST WE ALL TRIED.

Guess what we did for chinese on thursday?!
We learnt how to make tea at the culture appreciation room. The RIGHT way of making tea ^^ It was DAMN DAMN fun I felt so happy I dont know why. Everyone was happy haha!
Ok apparently, there wouldn't be anymore chinese till our results are out? Becos we had amaths instead of chinese today. I miss mrs ding. Haha.
BUT WAITTTT, I DONT WISH TO RETAKE OMGOMG.

In conjunction to Racial Harmony day, we were encourage to wear ethnic costumes today.
I borrowed a malay costume from salisha, and I changed to my school uniform right after 2 periods hahahahaha!
It was soooooo big and I looked pregnant. Omg Salisha's so skinny how come she can wear?
I think its matter of getting use to it...
I wanted to wear a sari but I was laz to find anyone who would lend me one.

Moving along, I have yet to watch Harry Potter. I know it's gonna be a huge dissapointment again since I'm a fan and I read the book BUT it's still a show not to be miss right! Omg but the thought of going out makes me wana sleep....
The thought of everything makes me wana sleep lah ok.

Oh anyway, I think Daniel Radcliffe only looked nice in the third movie of Harry Potter. Apart from that, ummmmmmm... he looks... weird.

I can't believe today's friday. Felt like monday was just yesterday. Many of the classmates were actually going "omg today friday already???????"
Haha this is scary. Soooooon its gonna be friday again, then we're all gonna say "OMGGG its friday again hahahahhaa why so fast?"

Anyway I just wana talk about this. You know some teachers tell us to not think first about what we wana do when we leave pl, but to concentrate on our Os?
But it's inevitable to not do so lah.
Yi ting was like saying, a few classmates are already going for their DPA interview.
So it just totally reminds us about next year. Ha.

Should I be chamber maid? I think I can qualify. Duh.

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cos its all misunderstood

Angela gave me the link to this.
It's sooooooo damn true.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

Today's a good day becos someone's gone for like 1 and a half weeks? Which means tomorrow will be good too. Even though there's add maths, but still. I dont have to see that EWWWWWW person during pe which means yay. Aren't we all happy?

Can't wait to share the good news with wan ting who didn't come to school today.
Hahahahah who gives two shits about pe?

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EVERYONE REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR IC TOMORROW FOR LISTENING COMPRE, THEY DO NOT ALLOW EZ LINK CARDS!

I. Am. Damn. Tired.

Today super unproductive again.
40 percent sure I'm going to be chamber maid. Haha.

Don't want Os

I am this close to giving up.
Just THIS close.

Nothing shines anymore

My eyes are closing. My bed looks tempting.

I feel....................................... too much.

I still, can't believe I'm leaving PL really soon. In 3-4 months time.
Treasure everything, treasure everyone.

Tsunami may hit Singapore on 22nd july? Lets see how true it is.. but if it does, make sure it doesnt hit singapore till 4 plus. After we take our chinese LC please and thank you.

Anyway, Harry Potter 5 is out!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE FTW!

How. I forgot what I read from the fifth book already. Hey it was 3 or 4 years ago?
Hope the movie wouldn't be a dissapointment like the 4th show.

"humans must learn to understand each one's plight. because they didn't experience what you have, so they think it's easy like abc, when it's even more difficult than anything else in the world"

You know, I wouldnt be feeling what I am feeling today, if it was all that easy.
Sometimes you need to take a step back to see situations; to have a better insight of things. I tried but it's so hard to fanthom. Why do I even care right? This post is just gonna lead to nowhere again. Becos people get irritated when they read, but come on, you see that little x on the top right hand of this page, you can click on that :)

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Life is b l e a k.
And I hate tomorrow. I hate wednesdays. And today's not a good day. In other words, Fuck Oral.

They asked: "Teenagers in Singapore don't like exercising. Do you agree?" Sounds easy? but when youre infront of BOTH examiners, its a different thing. Especially when you're the kind that don't speak chinese/don't read chinese.
Also, today's passage was a real killer. I misread so many words I knew how to read. And there were so many words I didn't know how to read.
You should see the bloody guy's expression when I was speaking. Whats with trying so damn hard to show me I'm hopeless or something, I swear that facial expression just made you look like a complete IMMATURE idiot.
Plus, I heard BOTH examiners are from china. (I think this is my karma)

Anyway it's over. Whatever's screwed up is screwed up.(whatever is done cannot be undone)

I hate life.

Cheer up lene and nikki. :)

Heartless - Kanye West

1:39 am orediz livia going to sleep nothing going into her head. 2day i slept from 4-8. Yay next time my job is sleeping ok.
What do you get from sleeping? "You can dreammmmm!" (quote from wan ting) --> Private joke when the chinese teacher asked why we sleep so much. HAHAHA it was funny at that point then..

Nothing's funny now. Nothing will be today. I dread today (as in later!!) and I think my future's really bleak now. I feel worst and I think I should start learning how to sweep the floor. I should strat doing housework. Next time can be chamber maid or something.. Ya....

You might ask, "how come its only chinese!" but hey, chinese is still a subject and I wana count chinese in my r5 if possible? Why am I even thinking so far? I think I need to see a psychiatrist.

Anyway I think I have attitude problem. No need to think, its a fact right?


And how come its like, everything seems so fine, but you chose to act like its not? Don't we both said we will move on from this? And I forgot to add that I had no intentions. Prolly you thought I had, and I dont blame you for feeling that way, but come on, do I look like I wana care about it now when whats impt now is my Os? Sigh ohwell. So be it. Just so you know, your actions dont justify that we should move on from this.
Stop thinking I have intentions, please? We've all grown up. And I think I have too, in one way or another.

Don't try to decipher and I'm not pointing the finger at anyone. And that wasn't pun intended:)

Everything that revolves around me, (ok scratch that)
Everything that revolves around me that affects me makes me more aware I have an attitude problem. Becos I see how I feel about it, or how I deal with it. Like eeeyer why I so weird one? Not supposed to feel angry maybe but I do. Not supposed to feel sad but I do.
Nvm trying to control, still controlling. And will continue.
Fyi, it's not only ONE problem(so dont assume) Okay? :)

The air is cold today

I've been sleeping so much I know I'm gonna regret this. I slept from 130am friday night to 12pm sat. And i went back to sleep at 2 till 4 -.-
Get back on track livvvvvv.

Thinking of chinese oral makes me want to puke.
As in, I'm really, really scared. Not disgusted but I'm afraid I don't do well. and right now, chinese oral determines where we stand. The teachers told us paper 1 and 2 was quite badly done. Students thought they've done well but no... (omg i think im one of them) My chinese sucks although I know I improved a little. How can I get an A2? I rememebered saying I want a b3, but now I MUST get an A2.
Funny right? Its like someone saying she needs to get a distinction for chinese when she's always getting a c6.
Oh well, set Nearly Impossible Goals remember? :)

I
am
scared
for
oral
it's
two
days
away
counting from sunday.

& yay moles cos I'm finally getting the hang of it. At least A LITTLE. but whenever I attempt the paper ah, there's so little time for me to think. Hahhahaahahhaha.

I wana vomit ok I'm going off. Byebye
Oh and good luck 5A1 and 5a2 for chinese oral:)
Hope they ask about something related to the news..... becos for the past few days the questions were stupid. Like "Do you think teachers and students can be friends?"....
I mean how much can you talk about it right?

Okokokokokokk pray:)

I'm laughing at the slightest thing like:

☀ lorry says:
pinky promise? lol
livia <10 says:
pinky promise "shake shake"

Ummmmm not funny? I know but im laughing. Tomorrow's gonna suck cos school ends at 345. And it has to end with the worst lesson: Add maths. Ok at least not pe?
O levels Oral for chinese is coming soon! 14 july! Omg I cant even speak fluently and Mrs ding has to always tell me to speak chinese to her. "Jiang hua yu hao ma?"
:( How come I still think chem sux? I am angry. I can't do chem. Sucks to be me. The week's ending. How come life so short?

Tomorrow got curry noodle leh, should I eat not? Tomorrow's recess damn crowded if I can remember.
And I have a damn big feeling they're gonna change the timetable next week..................................................................
How come I'm so random?
And how come life's a bitch?

How come everyone's so crazy lately?

fyl (go figure)

The song 'Fix You' by Coldplay is totally for you but not from me to you. You just need a life. You need forgiveness. I pity you really. You feel so insecure and all. Your words just shows it all. Come on, just admit although youre an adult, youre a real screwed up one.

And i also kinda get it. Birds of a feather flock together.
In chinese, its not about birds, but about clouds: Wu Yun Yi Ban Hei.

Can someone buy me a cat so that I can have someone to talk to?

I believe

My eyes are closing becos I forced myself to wake up at 11am becos I don't want to be tossing and turning in my bed at 3am tonight. Sigh why can't we have a 1 week youth holiday. ^^

Can't wait for school tomorrow. Becos there's motivational talk. Every1's looking forward to it. But there's chem and I really hope I don't fall asleep. I really dislike chem and I'm trying to love it and there's seriously nothing nice about it. :( Moles I hate you! Redox I hate you too.

There's english and I'm not done with my AWARE article and mind map. HAHAHHAAHA I'm gonna do it tonight becos right now, im going out!

The weather's screaming bloody murder. I thought I felt super cold an hour ago. T.T Crycrycry super hot.

wah i tell you school sucked today. firstly, someone cut my queue. haha.

then, i was having cramps and my mood was swinging really badly.

Lit lesson was totally -.- hahah funny. "you want to respect me i dont care. you dont respect me i dont care" but omg she scolded me for showing eye something? whatever eye thing she said lah. my english not as powerful as hers.
hahah always contradict herself one leh. "jaaziel dont pack" "pack if you want to go then. get out of my class" "jaaziel STOP PACKING. DONT TSK ME" Litte ironies, really. hahaha.
but nvm, maybe she was having a bad day like me!!!!

And I'm really annoyed with this particular teacher, very very unreasonable, really super annoyed really wanted to shoot her with everything thats on my mind but I held my tongue becos in their minds, they'll just go "childish" So whats the point right? Just let them nag or scold lor. Hahahahaha.

Anyway I think Mrs D is really nice. I guess we just didn't see the good side of her from the start becos we were focusing on all her flaws. We never gave her a chance. But I think everyone's impression towards her is changing(in a good way) She's strict but I think she's a good teacher. :) Even J agrees.

Okay I'm off to watch BOF then do a little of emaths. (wait do you think i'll do it later? haha i dont know) Bye I'm going to watch boys over flowers! can you believe Im not done with it yet? Im gg really slow and im only at episode 10. Soooooo many people have completed the whole show already hahahah.

I think the stupid stye is growing back. Going to look very gross. Maybe cos i did the eye whatever thing to AL just now, thats why God punishing me. Hahaha I AM JOKING. i could feel slight slight pain since ytd. OK whateverrrrr.

Byebye :)


hello youuuuuuuuuuu little girl I just asked you to read this. This part's for you. Cheer up love you. Remember you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to :)